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January 9, 2009 - Who Has Been Reading My Mind? I JUST FOUND SOME OF MY INNER THOUGHTS… It at least shows others are thinking some of what I am and have…
I JUST FOUND SOME OF MY INNER THOUGHTS… at this site.. It at least shows others are thinking some of what I am and have…
Yet I read some of these and I realize … It can be worse for me and that is what sustains/scares me…< --------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Is this the time? Am I ready for a nursing home? I can do more.. But I have given up… If only I had a reason to get up, clean house, cook, love…. To give again…. I have tried.. but there is only one recipient and she is nightly with me in my dreams.. Always either just out of reach or mouthing words I cannot hear.. She made me feel so unlovable.. And I forgive.. and want nothing more than her in my life.. As she is in my heart and spirit. I question everything.. I need a spiritual re-awakening… The English Phoebe is here.. Returned for the fourth year straight. How does a bird find its way to a particular spot? Not instinct for sure. And he survives in all climates with no roof, no tv, no clothes, no ipod, and we think men are the smartest creature. Where is the Red Tailed Hawk that you must also constantly watch for? We the smartest are our own predator. We kill the ground we stand on. Hollowing out its core for our needs. We poison the air. Everything we invent for comfort and ease makes our lives busier, and we are slowly leaving an uninhabital mass for our future children. Oh not to mention the trillions in debt.. I so wish AMERICA WOULD WAKE UP and think and feel again.. Not just accept the things that are our futures demise as their problem, or not ours.. I hate the fakeness of the hippies of my day who were going to make a difference and never be what their parents were.. They are.. But worse.. GREEN THINKING may just be a thought whos time was back in the 1960’s when we all spoke of it.. I have never sold out..
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